Today has been an adventure. i could probably have been better about it, but beyond the potential changes which self-recrimination and guilt can cause, i'm tired of feeling them. i broke down, into tears today, when i realized that i had to go and re-get the police report because i didn't save it correctly. Both of our cars are broken- hence this requires finding someone to drive me. Bubs stayed home due to the broken car, and has been in misery most of the day. This involves a lot of crying, yelling, swearing, and agony. The dog is traumatized, and following me around like my long lost friend. Mom is, well, mom. She and mick aren't a good mix when he's in a mood. After my breakdown, she insisted on running around the house looking for the non-existent hard copy. i was pretty miserable.
Then i saw a post on facebook regarding a boy who is to be executed today for killing a man who tried to rape him. In the grand scheme of things, my life is good, always. Lord forgive me for my whining, though i can't promise that i won't due it again. Lord be with that boy.
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